Three years ago I gave up my
work as a school counselor to focus on writing full-time. I had always written
in German. Now I was starting out as a writer in the English language; I wanted
to make writing my profession and become a published writer. In Poets and
Writers, I found a call for submissions by universaltable.org. I submitted
"A Visit to Germany" and a few days later I received an e-mail that
my text was accepted. I submitted five more works to the Wising Up web and
print anthologies; all these texts were also accepted.
It was a very important
confirmation for me as a budding writer. I was encouraged to submit, something
I hadn't experienced before. Many editors treat writers as if they have a
contagious disease; they fail to respond, or take half a year to do so. The
Wising Up Press, on the other hand, treated me with respect. Heather answered
my e-mails. I like your take on life, she wrote. I had found two dedicated
individuals, Heather and Charles, with more than a love for literature. They
were kindred spirits who gave my stories a caring home. I understood their
vision, and they accepted mine. When they invited me to the writers collective,
I joined without hesitation. The idea appealed to me for several reasons: I
have always been a leftist; I've lived and worked in collectives; I've seen
them work, andI have confidence
in them. The Wising Up Press has the courage to deal with controversial or
often neglected subjects. It honors the life experiences of its contributors
and gives voice to those we rarely hear from.
After the fall of the Berlin
Wall, the new reunited Germany experienced a resurgence of violence against
foreigners. I helped train teachers and social workers in violence prevention,
mediation, and anti-racist strategy. The work that I've done - giving teachers
the tools to deal with difficult situations, 18 years of counseling youth,
preventing teenage suicide, working with the sexually abused and the
depressed - has more value to society than my writing,but writing is what I am passionate about.
The stories, poems, essays,
and photography found in the Wising Up anthologies are not about the
(unfortunately all too common) narcissistic self-expression of the artist. More
often they narrate our suffering and resilience, life-changing human encounters
and the difference we have made in the lives of others. It is the experience
and humanity we bring to the universal table.
I do not want to force myself into the literary
market, where agents react with initial enthusiasm to then find themselves
"not quite in love with the book the way they had expected." I
translate this to "Your writing doesn't have enough potential for
commercial success." I do not wish to compromise my vision and my artistic
integrity. I need to be allowed to be myself on the page. The Wising Up Press
has given me the privilege to create work without having to worry about the
market. I'm looking forward to publishing my book with them.